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Those Sons of Feanor by euryadice Those Sons of Feanor :iconeuryadice:euryadice 109 10 Yatori Week - Shrine by Zetchan Yatori Week - Shrine :iconzetchan:Zetchan 99 9 Yatori by Flefly Yatori :iconflefly:Flefly 24 15 Bond by neko-niki Bond :iconneko-niki:neko-niki 882 95 YW :: Forget-Me-Not by neko-niki YW :: Forget-Me-Not :iconneko-niki:neko-niki 589 61 Apologies in Advance by Picolo-kun Apologies in Advance :iconpicolo-kun:Picolo-kun 12,573 532 Invisible Scars by Picolo-kun Invisible Scars :iconpicolo-kun:Picolo-kun 10,469 325
Love your Enemies: Chapter 3
He is looking at me, but not like any elf has ever looked at me before. He's not looking at me like I'm a piece of dirt or a disease or a slimy slug.
Except for the Raiders, I have never seen an elf this close before. What hits me first is the blinding reflection of the morning light in the gold buttons on his sky-blue uniform; then I notice the fresh smell surrounding him, not unlike that soap the Rebel girl gave me yesterday. He seems so out of place in the middle of this filth and stink, with his graceful Elven features, those beautiful green eyes and long, golden hair…
Why, then, is he here? My heart is beating like crazy and the only thing I can think of is that I must have done something wrong without noticing, and he's come to arrest and punish me. But why is he not doing anything? Why is he not saying anything? What should I do? Running is not an option. Screaming is no use. Grovel in the dirt? Maybe…
He sits down on one of the cleaner rocks and looks around. What
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Love your Enemies: Chapter 2
Once upon a time, this vast expanse of rubble and ruins was a city of tall skyscrapers and wide roads, lush parks and cozy little side streets. Once upon a time, it was full of life and sounds and colours, full of people going about their daily activities. There were cars and trains and buses, shops in which you could find anything your heart desired, … Then one day the elves came, and turned it into what it is today: cold, grey, lifeless and dangerously contaminated.
I adjust the old rag Mama always makes me wear over my nose and mouth when I'm here and straighten up, letting out a sigh. I look down at the little pile I've gathered so far, after hours of painful scrounging: a hairbrush, an old curtain we could sew something out of, a candle (Grandmama will be happy – those are really rare) and a pair of rusty scissors slightly less blunt than our old ones. Around me loom bare, lonely walls, crumbling, some looking like they'll topple over any minute like so many others al
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Love your Enemies: Chapter 1
You can't exactly call this a road. It's nothing but a long stretch of mud, really, decorated here and there with rat corpses, piles of rotting rubbish older than me that no one has ever bothered to remove, and the spilled-out contents of broken sewage pipes no one knows how to fix. But humans aren't allowed to use proper roads. I know what a proper road should be: I've seen the pearly-white one that leads out of the city, lined with trees instead of ruins. We are not allowed to use that road – it is only for the elves. We are too lowly to deserve decent streets, so we have to share this mud track with the rats and stray dogs, which is about all we're worth to them.
I avoid a puddle of muck and switch the bucket of water to my other hand, some sloshing onto my bare, muddy feet. You can't exactly call it water - or at least, that's what Grandmama says when she's in one of her fouler moods. I've never known water to be clear and see-through; I've only ever had it like this: brown,
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Genealogy of the Ainur by enanoakd Genealogy of the Ainur :iconenanoakd:enanoakd 260 44 Genealogy of the Elves of Middle Earth by enanoakd Genealogy of the Elves of Middle Earth :iconenanoakd:enanoakd 182 12 Caranthir The Tsundere by snartha Caranthir The Tsundere :iconsnartha:snartha 121 21 2015-06-30 by colbyfromage 2015-06-30 :iconcolbyfromage:colbyfromage 3 2 Haleth and Caranthir by TurnerMohan Haleth and Caranthir :iconturnermohan:TurnerMohan 162 77
Gomer: Looking for Love
Looking for love
in all the wrong places -
feels like I'm wandering
blind through a desert,
chasing mirages,
consumed by my thirst -
never satisfied.
I once had love
but I did not see it -
didn't recognise what I had.
Instead I set to wandering
towards the greener grass
only to find a desert
on the other side.
So burn me now,
my cuckold husband:
destroy me with your love
that I've turned into hate!
You loved me with a fire -
now it's a flame of rage.
So burn me with the anger
of your jealous revenge!
I once had love
and I threw it away,
looking for love
in all the wrong places.
Why should you accept me
into your arms again?
Why should you lead me
back out of this wasteland?
I know the power
of a man's jealousy -
I cannot expect you to love me again.
So what is this love
greater than jealousy?
What is this love
that overcomes revenge?
What is this love
that comes looking for me
out in this void that I lost myself in?
What is this love
that chases after me
drawing me back
into its arms a
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    Is a tiny half-kender/half-dragon rogue and mostly genderless, sapient-romantic eroace ♀ zebra who snacks on clueless elves likes to play with tropes and pretends she can write unbiased feminist journeys featuring friendships, trust, prejudice and romance.
    Sadly, since the design of the deviations pages is not text-friendly enough, I have very few texts posted here.
    So, if you want to read more, I'd recommend choosing one of the links here-above ⇧ (Preferably one where you already have an account? I welcome most kinds of feedback, including criticism not long flames nor self-righteous fallacies, mind you.

    Favorite genres: [Romantic Fantasy], [Fantasy of Manners], [High Fantasy], [Xenofiction] and [Romance] many of which are actually epic interracial friendships with xeno intimacy.
All of those Noblebright ♫
    And sometimes, when hard life makes her seek an outlet, she can also write Grimbright innocent-looking Fairytales draped in Wonder, which slowly get engulfed in the grey mists of Mystery, spiced up by heart-pounding Thriller, gentle D/s, or Tragic gothic undertones...
    The rare few contemporary fiction she wrote ended up as Slipstream under a generous layer of humor and tongue-in-cheek references, before half of them were crushed under the unforgiving heel of her boredom. Attempts at science-fiction all ended up with too many psychological or fantasy themes to still Fantasy it is.


Fanfiction: About 60 fanfiction in two languages total.
➜ Mostly Legend of Zelda (SS, OoT, HW)
➜ Also Fire Emblem (RD) centered on Heron Laguz lore.
➜ Has scribbled a few many SF novellas involving AIs, none posted here.
➜ And tons of other stuff in various fandoms you can find on the FFnet, PFcom, and A3O links.

Original works: Currently writing a series of epic fantasy feminist xenofiction set in an original world.
   ➳ The Songs Of Den Essyl.
    There dwell multi-gendered dryads (imagine high elves with no nose, huge irises and vegetal hair) humans, godly trees and earth golems, all sharing a world where hard magic is intertwined with spiritualism. Most stories are from the point of view of the dryads who struggles with their double-edged magic while weaving complicated schemes to survive from an unwanted host of humans.
    ➳ The Last Mortals of Den Onhum
    is the third independent book, and the first written in English. This one features the friendship between an immortal dryad lord and a poor young man. In the mix are action, racism, politics, xeno traditions, a peculiar form of telepathy and a mean amount of moirallegiance courting.
Yes, it sounds like Bard/Thranduil material from The Hobbit. Yet, I can assure you that this one has a distinctive taste.
So, 25'000 words long for this one so far and about 25'000 more to go by filling in some blanks and smoothing out things... Given the length, it's going to need about two betareaders before being published...

Huge fan of Zeldanime and of Staff of Gamelon doing a great job revisiting the CGI games and building something awesome!

—> [LLAMAS]: Would be happy if you sent one back. But don't feel obligated.
—> [FAVS]: Please don't thank her for the fav... There is simply no need. Through she'd love it if you commented or criticized a story or a stamp, instead. :) Thanks for your beautiful art!
In fact, all hidden comments on my profile here are those who had a "Thank you for the fav" without anything else in them. I hope that hiding them doesn't offense anyone as it's only the product of my compulsive need for minimalism.

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FE10- A Song of Silences
When he comes out, it's under a pitch black sky. A gentle breeze ruffles his wings and something about his kin being supposed to rise and sleep with the sun vaguely crosses his mind.
He hesitates.
They entered the Gallian forest a few days ago and the capital must stand but some miles ahead from the glade they are settled in.
With that last logical thought gone, he already finds himself stepping under the dark canopy of trees. He has just taken a couple steps ahead when her voice resounds with repressed anger, efficiently clearing his mind from its lasts shreds of sleep. "Rafiel? What's happening?"
Suddenly, the aberration of his numbing walk stops him dead in his tracks and a fierce blush burns his face. "Nothing," he nervously stutters, shaking his head. "I am sorry. I didn't think..."
A subtle movement of her eyebrows answers his words, dispelling any doubt about her current mood.
But she doesn't understand, and eight years of racial diplomacy don't care for context an
  FE10- Radiant Dawn Supports[ C ]
It was a few days before the sundering of the army at the foot of the tower of Ashera. The last of the royal Heron family had just been reunited and was about to be alone for the first time.
Rafiel stood by one of the tents of the officers, his mind full, and a rare sense of conflict in his eyes. Nailah came to stand by him, her head reaching his chin. There was *an edginess about her, radiating so strong against his senses, tingling every now and then with tiny flickers of foreboding.
Though he was usually content of his height, this evening, it made the firstborn wish to be much smaller at that moment. Maybe that way he could have pretended not to notice the twitching *in her ears. Long years of compromises had taught him just enough about Wolf *laguz to know that it would be futile to inquire about it at the moment anyway. The buzz of her mind was low and as always, she was keeping a strict reign on her aura and feelings*...she had a

Mature Content

Mature Content

Characters: #Nailah #Rafiel


LoZ OoT- Questionings
Sheik hates the distance and the betrayal, but she can't afford being recognized under a superficial disguise, can she? Once in a while, the Hero takes her aback, and the false Sheikah forgets herself.
Episodic confrontations of Sheik and Link. Warning: Standalone chapters. May be continued.
1. Heart of Ice
Her first mistake happens in the heart of ice.
She had just finished teaching him the song, and she would already have teleported out of the Ice Cavern if its walls weren't so thick, and the exit currently obscured by the Hero of Time. Not that she needs to see her targeted area to make the trick work, but the way Link looks at her is getting more and more distracting from one temple to another.
He has already learned the futility of engaging her in conversation, so he remains quiet, only tilting his head in a careful question. Why has the elusive Sheikah still not fled?
The truth is that she is as surprised as he is of the fact. Before she can process it,
  LoZ OoT- Heteromance
          As many names as her soul can go by, she always holds one man close to her heart. The man is sometimes a boy, other, a distant relative, but love has varying expressions. Finally, they would find theirs. Perils could come; their forces were complete.
Fin'amor: Older, more liberal Latin equivalent for " courtly love".
Heteromance: Here, consensually romanticized friendship between man and woman.

          If there was one thing she had come to know over her mortal years, it was the heart of her Hero.
          She clearly remembered the day he had returned to her, a man again, with a newfound assurance in his steps, a testimony of maturity instead of blood
  LoZ OoT- Childhood Ashes
When he realizes he is in the alternate Hyrule he left three years before, he can't believe his eyes. When the Queen of the torn kingdom embraces him as a man, he learns that his real world is the crook of her arms. But a child cannot be a man...
He does not know what to expect when Zelda sends him back. He only understands that one of them, at least, has to remember to prevent it all. Peace of mind and solitude of heart clash in his head when he sees the innocence of her new eyes. He stops her and, with a couple spells and arguments, they convince her father too. They shorten the Gerudo's visit.
As soon as he is out of the kingdom, Link takes his leave - quickly and silently, before she can get used to his presence.
He tries to pick up the pieces of his childhood between the trees, in the glade of the wild children. But once a Kokiri leaves, he cannot pretend to return to the forest. A Kokiri who hurriedly left after the Great Deku Tree was murd

Characters: #Zelda #Sheik #Link



• She Will Have to Pay Checkmark IconCheckmark Icon
The Fierce Deity reckons and muses; about the woman who had made him a mask, and about the young boy who can wield his face. 
Characters: (Fierce Deity & Link) (Fierce Deity x~ Hylia)
Genres: moirallegiant friendship, paranormal, dubcon het romance
Sweet Lies In Her Name Checkmark Icon
At the end of Skyward Sword, Link has to got acquainted with the new version of Zelda. From scratch. He is not happy. Hylia's cold eyes have a strange scorching effect on his heart.
Characters: (Zelda x Link x Hylia)
Genres: light m/F (D~s) romance, lore theory

The Gifts In His Bond Checkmark Icon
The beginnings of a Deity. The end of a goddess' patience.
(Fierce Deity x Hylia x Link)
Genres: mild m/F (D/s) romance, humor, lore theory


• Privitizing Checkmark IconCheckmark Icon
 HomeUsers Checkmark IconCheckmark Icon
• Intricate Definitions Question Mark Icon
• Search Checksum Question Mark Icon
• E-frontier Question Mark Icon
Abort; Drop; Reboot X Icon
Characters: (Tron x~ Alan x Lora) (Tron x~ Lora) (Sam) (Roy) (Ed.Jr ~x OC Basic) (OC conceptors ~x OC basics)


• [Galdrar collection] The Shades in Sorrow Checkmark IconCheckmark Icon
Characters: (Rafiel x Tanith)
• Radiant Dawn Supports, Ch2 Checkmark Icon
Characters: (Rafiel & Volug)
Soon to come: 
(Rafiel & Tibarn) (Rafiel & Oliver) (Rafiel & Rieusion)



• [Galdrar collection] Of Rebirth and Balance Checkmark Icon
Characters: (Lorazieh & Lehran & Rafiel & Reyson & Leanne) (Tibarn) (Slight Rafiel x Nailah)
• Don't Let Us Go Without A Sound Question Mark Icon 
Characters: (Tibarn & Lorazieh) (Nailah Lorazieh) (Tibarn & Nailah) (Rafiel & Oliver) (Rafiel & Hetzel) (Brief Rafiel x Nailah)
• You Are My Sun And My Moon: A (AC) Character Study Question Mark Icon
Characters: (Rafiel x Nailah) (Tibarn) (Ike)
• Naming The Tree X Icon
Characters: (Rafiel x Nailah) (Nailah & Tibarn) Not sure it's Safe For Work. 
• [Galdrar collection] Uneven Tides of Bliss X Icon
Characters: (Rafiel x Nailah) (Nailah & OC wolves) (Nailah & Volug)


Of Honor And Freedom Question Mark Icon 
Post movie nsfw D/s
Before Mulan forgot who she was, she decided to make a choice. Every next minute her husband begged for crushed her soul and beckoned a madness in her heart. When ever night together hurt them deeper than flesh wounds, how far would she go to make Shang understand what this life was doing to her?
Characters: (Shang x Mulan-Ping)
Tags: M as in tragedy, romance, suspense, femDom/s and character development

Yearning to write

but mustn't
because bunnies not worthy yet

- Ainurin lore playing with the osawnë (The short Tolkien text named "Osawnë Quenta", anyone? Okay. It's about telepathy.)
(Sauron/Mairon & Aulë) 
(feä!Orcs & Mandos) 
(feä!Sauron & feä!Orcs
(feä!Sauron x Mandos) 
(feä!Mairon x~ Manwë x feä!Eonwë)
(Olorin x Nienna)
(wraith!Celebrimbor ~ Talion)
(Thranduil &~ Tauriel)

~ is for moirallegiance
x is for romance
& is for all other positive relationships

Status :
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Checkmark Icon In development
Question Mark Icon Waiting for inspiration / interest
X Icon Indefinite hiatus
PS: Some stories may be put on the side for a while. Some stories may be waiting for an interested comment. :)


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